Hello everyone. I hope all is doing good especially if your on the east coast.
So my lil one will be a year old soon. The process is ongoing. I found that they pushed back the court date to next month in which I am not sure if they want me to come or not... I have to remain positive though because I'm doing this all for her, point blank.
We have been having the birth mother visits, which went well the last time.. even though my lil one is now in that attachment phase where she did NOT want anyone else to hold her but me...she boohoooed the entire time until I held her. I and my case worker secretly knew it was because she felt more comfortable and knows me. The birth mother understood for the most part. We just talked about the future, and all. SO it was a good visit.
I could say that I an anxious for it all to be done with, but as I stated before, everything happens for a reason and this is a blessing..yes the wait is because it just shows and proves that she is growing and in a nurturing environment with me.
Again for all those in waiting, it IS going to happen, you may never know what 'situation' may pop up with an infant, baby, child, or teen. If your desire is strong and you feel that its YOUR calling, go for it. Lord knows I do NOT regret mines at all.
As far as funding, I have re-applied for more grants and I am staying hopeful on that aspect. I wish I could do a loan but my credit history does not permit to do so. Anyhow, it will all work out.
My readers, I thank you for continue support with my process, I truly appreciate it. Until next time, stay positive and motivated in whatever you do! :0)
